(・_・、) (・_・、) (・_・、)
and you know what… soon as my mother found out I had nothing to offer she rushed me off the phone. That was just fucking brilliant. And there I was… ready… ready to do anything. Well you know what…. it hurts. I’m putting in effort. Why is everything so messed up? I am such a failure. But I’ll keep trying. Bc I never learn my lesson. I’m just a kid trying to win over my parents love.
I just have so much to say tonight. Just got off the phone with my mother. That was a big comfort… Hahaha… Yeah on another planet maybe.
So I asked for a miracle. But I got nothing. I’m really just an awful person. This is just perfect.
That’s weird. You can actually die from sadness. So much depression that your body gives up. Stress really does crazy shit. And I’m not speaking of suicide. I don’t know all the facts… But idk thats just a weird thought.
When I always listen to this song I melt! (*´▽`*)